So I quit coding classes today! Part of me feels liberated and part of me feels like a failure. However, since this portion of the class isn't coming natural to me and I have been putting effort into it only to find that the online program is chaulked full of errors ranging from their website to the text we are using I had just finally had enough.
I sit and stress that I am not doing it right and then when I check my answers I got it wrong but the answer they say is right isn't even one that was offered to me!
I hate that we wasted money on me to do this when the teaching is less than adequate! I want a Masters in Special ED but now I am preggo and have to wait and we bought a house and... I need to re-prioritize my life. I want to be a good wife and a good mother. Maybe I shouldn't worry about all this education crap! I have a B.S. and a freaking A.A. and am a RRT for gosh sakes who got straight A's in school! I should relax I have skills and an education and if and when I want to work again I will be able to. It might not be what I love but it is a decent honest living. So my new focus is on ME the Baby and Jason!
Our life is full of stress moving etc. So please pray for us! We could use all the extra help we could get! Besides the scary financial side we could use the prayers!
Thank you all for caring!
Love,
Jenna and Jason and Baby
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